So I haven't posted in like a month! pretty crazy, I use to be posting every day.. then all of a sudden i just didn't want to be telling the whole world all my thoughts and secrets.....
So yea i just quit for a while... and also cuz i was only able to go on our older computer, and sometimes it wouldn't sign me in.. so it wasn't worth the trouble.
I've had so much stuff going on in my life lately, that i haven't really been myself... and people have said stuff to me that have been really hurtful, so i've been trying to deal with that, and clear my head about some things, and keep acting like everything's fine.
And lately i've been feeling that i really don't have anyone to talk to.. and i know that most of my friends are gonna be like, "Alli!! why don't you talk to me?!?" but i seriously don't trust probably half of my friends with my thoughts...they've showed me that they really can't be trusted..... especially when you tell one friend something, and say don't tell anyone, but they tell like their boyfriend, or bestfriend or somethign like that.... cuz they think that doesn't count....
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I totally agree with you for like half of that blog and there are people who can't be trusted.
I know what you mean by people thinking their bf and stuff don't count. I will tell someone something I really don't want them to tell anyone else and what do they do? They tell their bf (or gf)...I mean come on if I wanted them to know I would tell them. I guess I have done it once or twice but not that often.
I definitely agree with you and the other two anonymous commenters that it seems that I can't trust half the people with my secrets and probelsm and such, and that I don't have anyone to talk to. So I just tell my bf everything, haha, and he can't really tell any of his friends cause they don't care.
lol i love what all you anonymous people are saying, but know what would be better?
If i knew who you were lol!
lol thanks for your thoughts anyways!
if someone tells me something i sometimes tell my bf but it doesn't matter if he tells his friends because none of them know any of us anyways.
I tell Eddie everything anyone tells me, but i think everyone knows that already. So if anyone doesn't want Eddie to know something then don't tell me! lol. Eddie doesn't tell anyone anything though, but me...tee hee lol.
You can talk to me Alli if you want to cuz I just moved to Winnipeg and don't have any friends to tell here anyway and why would I tell my friends if I had any cuz they don't know you in the first place so you can talk to me cuz I really miss our talks and my talks with Adri and my talks with Jodi and even Nicole so that really tells you how sad my life is cuz I am 29 and miss talking to a 6 year old do you think I can ramble on anymore without puctuation actually at work we are not allowed to use puctuation in our emails or pleasantries which really sucks cuz you know how much I like saying Thank you and Please and your welcome and now I can't cuz I could get in trouble for doing so it is very crazy anyway I guess all I am trying to say is that I am here for YOU!!!!
lol thanks Shannon!! i can't believe i missed your call today!! we gotta talk sometime!
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