Sunday, February 22

I got what i wanted. Lost what I had

i always have the best thoughts while i'm driving.
and now, now i cant remember it at all....



ummm....
lets see.. lets see...



why is love so hard? not even. why are relationships at all so hard...
why is it so hard to just let myself go, and fall.


fall into something crazy
something wonderful
something new, different, unique.

something unexpected and fun.
not caring what anyone else thinks or wanting their approval.

fall. and hope that one special person is waiting, to catch you.






but i'm too afraid to take that jump.
to leap off the edge, take a chance.
show people my heart.....


so i'm stuck on the edge.
balanced.
hanging.


until the right moment.

then i'll jump.

3 comments:

Jimmy Hyde said...

Letting go is the most dangerous of all adventures. Because it involves dropping your heart and seeing if someone else catches it before it smashes on the floor.
Its one of the most soul destroying things you can imagine doing. Because love is a double edged sword, it gives you heaven and it cuts you to pieces at the same time. Love is pretty much knowing your going to get hurt one way or another.
I think its just having the strength to accept any pain that happens and accepting someone inside, knowing there gonna be like a bull in a china shop.
There's no real answer, just a series of observations. Dont look for it. Keep your eyes on the clouds and you'll trip over it if its meant to be.

Anonymous said...

This post TOTALLY reminds me of the Scrubs Episode that I watched today.

JD was too scared to take a chance on a patient. She was old and most likely going to die, but surgery could have saved her. Instead he just waited to see what would happen and she ended up dying. Now sure, there was a good chance that she could have died going through surgery, but you would never know unless you tried.

JD thought about his life, and how he NEVER takes the chances because he's too scared of getting hurt. In the end, his friend Elliot takes him and they go bungee jumping. It seems a little odd, but it really is suitable.

You're on the edge, and you know that you can jump. What if the rope snaps? You know what!? DON'T WORRY! The question is actually "What if the rope doesn't snap?" You're going to have the ride of your life!!!!!

I found it pretty inspirational, and the fact that your post pretty much talks about EXACTLY what this episode of Scrubs was about is really fitting.

You and I both need to jump.

After all, isn't there cake after the ride is over, or something like that? :P

haha

Much Love,
Kyle

Anonymous said...

you first kyle.

i'll follow you :)


and there might be cake. its not a definite thing lol.



but yea, i totally agree.. we both just need to jump. :)