irritated
stressed
frustrated
emotional
feelings that are consuming me,
i want to hide them, push them away.
but they keep coming back to the surface.
why can't i let it go?
focus on the good things?
forget about the bad...
let things be,
live my life,
with him.
but i can't.
cant let myself trust him, trust people
because then i become vulnerable, and open to pain.
open to rejection.
open to love.
maybe i should just stay in bed with a good book and a cup of tea?
:)
**dont think. just do**
3 comments:
When in doubt, lay in bed and do nothing. Seriously! Do it! Unless you have an essay due this Friday....that's not as nice.
yea i wish i could..
but my job is forcing me not to
i can't say i like tea, but bed and book--nothing beats it!
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