it's all came crashing down on me,
how close i am to not being a kid anymore.
no more skipping classes to drive "downtown" for no reasons,
handing in assignments late just because i can,
spending HOURS sitting in the library just Hangin' out,
or
baking anything and everything i want to in the canteen.
my childhood is ending- or at least that's how i feel.
and i'm not sure how i honestly feel about it.
happy? excited? nervous? anxious? worried? Scared?
i think i'm feeling probably everything!
i don't really want to move on to bigger and better things for fear of failure,
but i know that i really honestly can't stay here!
so, in 21 days my life will change.
though really that day is just a formality.
my life has been changing for 18 years.
3 comments:
I can promise you that your life will continue to change... and, if you're anything like me, you'll go to college and still hand stuff in late... just because you can! :) Congrats on graduating. It's a very exciting time!
Fear of failure is paralyzing. It's the one thing that has kept me from doing things I love all my life. Don't fall prey to it.
Thanks for stopping by my blog! I appreciate the traffic!
I've already finished one year of college and it went by SO fast, too fast. And now I don't want to grow up and live on my own, away from my family and friends.
:'( your post made me cry a little
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