Thursday, August 13

ba derp a derp....

In exactly 3 weeks, my life will be turned upside down.

am i excited? for sure!

am i nervous? anxious? worried? stressing? terrified? Unbelievably!

I'm starting to wonder if i can really move across the country, with just my sister, and survive for 9 months! and then do it all again next year!
My biggest fear? living so far away from my family and my boy.

i'm afraid of losing what we have just so i can chase my dreams. does he look at it like i'm leaving him behind for bigger and better things? will i be blamed if things dont work for us? can i really handle a long distance relationship for another 9 months? after a previous 6 apart?

theres just too many questions.
and not enough answers.

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