i dont know what to say,
i'm not sure where to go.
why is it so hard to say what you mean?
or even come to terms with how you feel..
gah!!
why do i feel like i have no friends.. i mean like close friends.. is it me?
am I the reason obtaining and keeping friends is so hard?
is it something i say? something i do?
the way i act? speak? conduct myself?
why is it so hard for me to talk to people?
to just be myself?
the real me.. or even the person i think i am..
thats the problem..
who i am and who i act like are different..
but i cant change how i act unless i'm comfortable around you.
like me and adri? i'm a different person around her than anyone else.
and its cuz she knows the real me.
I wish you did too
1 comment:
Those are all really valid questions.
Life's simply too crazy and sometimes there's too much to worry about. It's those times where you just need to sit back, relax and just let God take you wherever he wants to.
I'm also aware that's the hardest thing to do since we all want to be in control of our lives.
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