One year

one year.

and you're still not here.

one year.

it feels like yesterday.

we miss you

we love you.

one year later... wow

this has been probably the worst/best year of my life so far.

so many changes.

so many firsts.

I can honestly say i have cried more this year, than ever before.. I wouldn't be surprised if everyday.

it was a crazy, messy, stressful, beautiful, chaotic, neurotic, terrible, wonderful year.

there are honestly times when i forget. totally.

and then it hits me like a truck.

those are the bad days.

or thinking about whats going to be missing from my grad, my wedding, all those big events.

but you know what?

we made it through all the crazy (and pardon my french) Sh*t of last year. a wedding and a funeral. a horrible thanksgiving. a very different christmas. even just the stress of everything.

we can make it through anything together.

"It doesn't get easier. Just easier to deal"