hi.

before you say anything, just let me try to explain.

i know i've been acting weird and stupid lately.
i'm sorry.

but i dont know how this has happened or what i can do to fix it.
maybe we both just need to accept a few things?
probably.

but i cant imagine not having you in even a small part of my life.

i dont know what i would do without you here for me.

we need to talk more. but i just. cant.
i dont know what to say.
i want things to go back to how they were.
remember that? i miss back then... life's gotten too serious.

and i know that at times i have a hard time being serious or actually speaking whats on my mind, but i just want you to know:
i love you.


please dont push me away.
and if i try to push you away, dont let me.
grab me, and hold on tight.
because the last thing i want to do it leave.