Wednesday, May 27

blackbird singing in the dead of night

its very hard to study when there's only one thing on my mind.
constantly.
unending.

and i can't push it (or rather, him) away...

because he's my best friend, my whole world, my soulmate..
right now.


and thats what worries me.
emotions are so crazy.
so fleeting.
that my opinion of something- someone, can change in a heartbeat.
in the spilt second that it takes for me to realize.

this is way less than perfect.

but is perfect really what i want?
what i'm looking for?

or can i happily settle for less than perfect with the knowledge that it's perfect for me.....

1 comment:

Just A Girl said...

No relationship is perfect, my dear. And personally I think that if you're searching for perfect you're probably going to end up lonely.
But if what you have right now makes you happy then why worry? Live today and don't worry what tomorrow is going to bring, whether it be good or bad. Concentrate on the good you have right now and live it.
:)