i've come to the realization that i've been writing this, as though i am actually talking to someone, as though someone is actually reading this..
but i shouldn't be.
for a number of reasons;
1) i'm pretty sure that no one is reading this blog, and that makes me sad and discouraged. Idont know why, but for some reason i need/want/ people to be reading what i write...
though what i write isn't that interesting, so what to change?
how to change?
my writing style?
what i write about?
do i need a theme for mah blog?
idk
2) i've become guarded with my feelings, my emotions, and what i've been sharing on here.
i guess because i'm starting to realize that anyone could be reading my blog, without me knowing.. so now i think about what i'm going to say more..
in short, my writing has changed, or something, and now i'm writing to no one. maybe because blogging had died within my group of friends or maybe because i've become boring...
who knows where this is going to go now?
3 comments:
That is why I usually don't blog. Yet I keep trying; I just get a new blog somewhere else. It's easy to feel like people are reading and you have to watch what you're saying: if you feel like you want to say something that you can't say, for whatever reason: either don't, or say it anyway. Or get a new blog. I don't know.
You can't change anything just for people to read. If you don't have anything to say, then don't and wait until you do have something to say. You should write for yourself. If you don't enjoy blogging, then it's better to stop.
(yes, I'm totally reading your blog without you knowing.)
Zoe
(: your blog is an avenue for you to write whatever you want to write! to feel inspired, to share stuff you wanna share with the world no matter how silly or uninteresting you think it might be (: It should never become a burden!
Ps: I'm a new follower (:
xx
Keep it up! More than anything, your blog should just be for you. So write whatever inspires you... Xoxo!
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