i am not having a good time...

these past few days have been pretty rough..

but am i doing it to myself? or is life just not fair.?

i don't know whats wrong with me, but i just cant stand anyone right now..
and the one person i can stand is unreachable for so many reasons....

i need to have a good cry, pull myself together, pick up the pieces, take a deep breathe and move on......

boy oh boy am I emotional