It's hard loving someone 4000 miles away

its not that i dont trust him,

or our relationship..

i'm just generally a paranoid and worrysome person,
so i obsess and over analyze every little status update on FB,
worry he (or I) is gonna forget about what we have, about who we are together.

i believe that he is over his ex, even realizes what a bad decision she was, but i cant help but hate it when she comments on his pictures, status', posts.........

i'm having trouble only talking for like... less than an hour every day.
We used to talk for 2-3 hours every day, now when we're on the phone i'm grumpy, knowing how little time we have to talk.
i need communication, reassurance.



christmas is still forever away,
am I worth waiting forever for?



**(sorry this is a post fully of nothing... just needed to sort out my mind/feelings. and talking to him only brings tears... emotions are running wild..)**