i've had a rough couple of days..

firstly i've been feeling slightly homesick. for my boy. lol

and just recently i've realized that in the next year i will be home for probably only one month.
2 weeks at christmas (one of which he will be away), and then maybe two seperate weeks sometime during the summer before/after my internship..
so that was more than a little depressing....

and with this realization brings alot of questions.

questions that i feel much too young to be thinking about, let alone answering!

dont get me wrong, i love it out here! i love my classes (other than marketing, but who would love that!), i love this city, i love living with my sister and exploring together, aaand! i'm finally beginning to make friends.


but i cant help but wonder,
if this was a bad choice....

if coming here is going to have a very negative and permanent result on our relationship..
i know it shouldn't... but being this young, and so far apart for so long.. you gotta wonder...

hopefully this week brings answers, peace, and reassurance..